I'm Sad..

Yan Wan is really sad, upset, unhappy after she's found out something.. She's pissed with somebody who made her happy over nothing and dashed her dreams all in one day.. Now she knows that imaginations will never come true.. How she wishes that she had never made that stupid move and said those stupid things in the first place.. She's also upset that she made a lot of people dissapointed with her.. She wishes to say sorry to a lot of people who had helped her and gave her support especially her parents.. Now all she wants is a place that will accept her.. She wishes to wake up from this nightmare soon.. She hates to face reality but she knows she has too.. She hopes that it never happened in the first place.. People asked if she was ok, she replied Yes but deep down she knows she's not.. She wonders why it is her of all people? She needs time to think things through.. She now hates people who give empty promises.. She is not herself.. She just wants to escape.. God Bless Her..