Super Sianz

I have no idea why i'm making myself stress over everything.. i mean i chose all these didnt I? Why do i still feel so pressurized by all this? Badly need to go up to somewhere high or to the sea and scream out loud!! Haiz.. I'm getting moody all over again.. Sianz.. I don't even know whether i should congratulate myself for forgetting that this Tuesday is Labour Day and I put request to work on the night before until like 3am.. crap.. but at least I get the entire day to do my stuff and lesson only starts at 12pm on Wed.. lots of incidents happening these few days.. super shagged.. need a breather badly..

Friday, no school that day cos i managed to crash the Wednesday's OB Lec so i didnt have to go for mine on Fri.. instead went for my driving lessons.. 2nd lesson- learnt how to change to 2nd gear and i got the same driving instructor again.. the lesson went well until it started raining and i had to drive around the circuit in blurred vision.. good training though.. went to AMK HDB Hub after that to eat something cos i had to wait for about another 2 hrs before my next driving lesson.. walked around.. actual plan was to go to the library and read my book but couldnt locate it.. went to Subway to eat instead and read there instead.. felt cold thruout.. raining outside and the aircon blasting from inside.. headed back to the driving school after that and this time i changed instructor.. this new instructor made my previous one looked pathetic.. he was very friendly and kept talking thruout my lesson giving me tips and telling me where i've gone wrong and how to improve.. by the way, i was learning braking.. compared to my previous one who was all silent thruout my ride and would only speak when i forgot to change gear or if he wanted to turn the car into another lane for me.. if it weren't for that dumb $8 surcharge for fixed instructor, i would have booked my new instructor as my permanent insturctor.. and by the way, i just paid another $520.80 for another 8 driving lessons mostly on Sundays cos its easier on me.. heart pain but bo pian..

left the driving school after that and went to Bugis to meet my fellot Failure 5 for steamboat dinner.. saw Wee Jun at the MRT station.. haha.. he looks different though.. but he's still remains a mountain hobbit cos he's uncontactable.. haha.. La Pi Xiao Xing, Xiao Fu and QiQi were all late and only me and Fat Fat were there.. so we decided to go and book place first.. so crowded over there.. and i think we jumped the queue for the tables cos there was a queue beside us and we just went up to one of the staff and told her we wanted table for 5 and she gave us a table immediately.. oops.. went to draw money and they still havent arrive.. waited for a while more and even starting the soup and they soon came.. so many small insects kept flying around our table that we had to change table but there were still insects.. it hardly happens actually.. wonder why there were so many.. hmm.. couldnt eat much cos of Subway.. wasted.. headed to Vivo after that to catch Wild Hogs at 12am.. started feeling funny in my tummy on the way there.. and we were so dumb.. completely forget that we can't use comp pass for midnight movie and we paid $9.50 per person for a free listed movie.. shucks! my tummy ache got worse but i realised that it wasnt a tummy ache.. it was a bloated stomach.. i couldnt burp and it didnt get any better even though i went to the toilet.. gosh! just wanted to lie down or go to one corner and give a loud burp to let all those gas out.. drinking my fave tea didnt help either..

played some silly games while waiting for the movie to start and the loser had to dance to the song, Smack That! in front of somebody that we chose and Fat Fat kana.. haha.. actually we wanted her to dance in front of Justin the cleaner then she ran far far away until Xiao Fu have to catch her back.. then we decided to go manager office where Nicholas and Ling Ling were slacking away and lookind damn bored.. so we decided that Fat Fat will entertain them with her dance but she couldn't so in the end Nicholas gave us an IQ question to guess, "10 fishes in a tank, 1 died.. Will the water level increase or decrease?" only Qiqi guessed correctly.. haha.. so the rest of us were made to do a forfeit but we managed to run away in time for the movie.. haha.. quite a funny movie.. laughed from beginning to end but slept in between where there was a lot of talking.. and spent $31.50 on cab fare and the uncle kept thinking that we just came out from clubbing from St. James.. diaoz.. Xiao Fu and Xiao Xing not even 18 years old yet lor.. haha..

Saturday, went to school for Pre- SIP talk.. Four Seasons presented first.. some Senior- Vice President of Asia-Pacific for Four Seasons.. angmoh guy who kept talking about the history of the hotel and their different branches.. not really interesting until the Director of HR came out to speak.. didnt know that even an student on internship has to go thru 5 rounds of interview before being able to join Four Seasons.. tough and another front office manager i think also presented.. she graduated from my course, went to Switzerland to do her degree and came back to Four Seasons and became the youngest department head at 23 years old.. cool.. and another ex-student who was the Best Receptionist of the Year 2006 and even Receptionist of the World 2007.. cool.. they were much more interesting to watch then the ang moh guy.. then one of the lecuters came out to talk about the basics of SIP and when will it last etc and i tell you, she's damn funny lah!! talking bout real stupid stuff to add on to the seriousness.. then some guy from Lezame group of restaurants came to talk again about his F&B experience.. he was quite boring also but quite informative.. the climax came when Tan Hsien Wei came to present about tips about writing resume and CV and he is another lecturer who says real funny stuff lah.. haha.. Aloysius Lee presented next about Overseas Student Internship Programme.. quite interested when i heard they opened up another 22-25 vacancies for China, Thailand, Malaysia, Maldives and Hong Kong.. but it wasnt easy to get in.. have to write cover letter, resume, essay (500 words) why i should be chosen to go, essay (1000 words) about the country u are going too and latest result transcript.. woo..

went to work after that.. Host.. super bored.. but very busy so didnt have time to be bored.. fell down the escalator and the nail on my heel on my court shoe went thru.. had to use a hammer to hit it back in.. gosh.. dunno the number what time i fell down that stupid escalator liaoz.. i wished it wasnt so damn polished.. another 2 or 3 times i fall, i guess i wun ever work Gold Class again so i dun have to wear that dumb court shoe on that dumb escalator.. can't be bothered to talk about other things liao lah.. its practically the same anyway.. went home at 10pm+ and slept straight away..

Sunday- after only about 6 hours of sleep, i'm damn shagged and i have to work the dumb morning shift.. lucky i got Bar.. short of staff and we were practically running all over the place.. had to go down to Candybar to get tonic water oni to find that no CB key.. gosh.. then Europa walkie down and say that their popper burnt.. diaoz.. i just dun understand why ppl dun have common sense to cook salted popcorn before sweet lah.. if u cook sweet first and u dun have a hot kettle and u just throw the popcorn in, wun it just burnt and coat the dumb kettle with burnt sugar.. and its not wise to cook sweet before salted too cos the salted will have black burnt sugar coated on it.. haiz.. dunno whats going on.. and even had to go up there and help them pop again.. diaoz.. then Rahila's heel on her shoe broke.. diaoz and she had to go down to Bata to get a new pair and down staff again.. poor Sharyn was practically running between host and server like crazy.. and so many ppl lah for each session even for Meet the Robinsons.. diaoz.. and traditional had so many problems lah.. Cinema 2- Meet the Robinsons 3D, 1135am.. the managers forgot that there was a church service in the cinema until 12pm and scheduled the show at 1135am.. they have to thank the gods that there were oni 28 people watching that show and its not the first day of Spiderman 3 where the sessions were full house.. they then scheduled the show to start at 12pm and all box office staff were supposed to tell patrons but evidently, the patrons oni knew when they came up to the usher point.. what the hell.. was at Europa that time helping them do their popper and then Fion asked me to help her give out blue comp pass to all the Cinema 2 patrons.. didnt even know what to tell them lah.. plus i got scolded by the church organizer for nothing lah.. went into the cinema around 1155am to tell her nicely that we had a session in 5 mins time and guess what she told me, "We have a contract until 12pm" and just continued with her talking to her friends.. Shit you.. Hello??!! do you have any idea that u still have a drum set, guitars and microphones and a huge projector and wires all over that u placed at the bottom of the screen to clear out in 5 mins time?!! and thats not all, u have a cinema full of people that refuses to leave the hall and stays there talking and talking and talking!! i was just being nice and reminding u that u only have 5 mins to do all these stuff ok? and we are not going to provide any staff to help u with that ok cos we are also pathetically down like crazy ok?!!! Shit you.. i mean its perfectly ok to hold a church service and everything but u gotta think for us also right? you urself say u have a contract until 12pm so we can only let u use the hall until 12pm.. how do u expect urself to clear everything within 5 mins? hope i dun ever see you on Sundays ever again..

back to GC, stupid PCS or POS whatever decided to fail and didnt allow me to do cross departments sales with this error msg popping out.. and then there was this confusion that we had to charge $1 extra to help patron buy anything from the Candybar.. not my day.. lucky, the error msg thing was fixed in time.. then Rahila came back with the shoes but it was painful so she had to go back to Bata to change a new one again.. then traditional got one more problem again.. even more worse than the delay of show.. a huge group of patron just finished watching the movie at GVMAX and they were asked to leave thru the EXIT door by the screen as normal.. and guess what? after walking thur the door and stairways to go out into the main building, they realised that the door leading outside had no handle so they couldnt open it.. so they decided to walk back to GVMAX but once the EXIT door is closed it can never be open from inside.. so practically, all the patrons were stucked in the stairway with no way out.. it was so serious that the patrons even called in the Fire Brigade.. and this is considered not Vivo Building fault but GV's fault cos all EXIT ways leading to the main shopping centre is under us.. gosh.. can the day just get any worse than this?

the moment it was 530pm, i packed up and left.. so sian and tired of working today that i was so eager to go home.. ooh.. then today GV Grand's managers, Raymond and Sze An came to watch show in Gold Class.. Hafidz, Hisham, Theresa and Aisyah were so excited to see them.. then i had to buy Ah Ma's present first.. put it in Cousin's locker cos i dun think i'll be seeing her at all.. By the way, Happy Birthday, Amber.. kinda moody right now so pardon me.. then after that heard from a good friend that she's leaving and something that was quite absurd.. haiz.. my day just got worse.. lost interest in GV's work actually after all these is happening.. mayb stopping work for a while will give me a breather and let me calm down or something.. mayb.. nothing's for sure..

and my life is now scheduled like a robot and i asked for it.. serves me right actually.. Driving Lessons are scheduled on Wednesday and Sunday mornings.. Guitar Lessons on Wednesday nights.. Work on Saturday mornings and the rest of the days will be left for school and projects.. and I'm thinking of applying for OSIP.. hopefully can get into Raffles Hotel in Beijing but there are only like 2 vacancies for it? shouldn't fight for it.. mayb i should try applying for Mandarin Oriental in Sanya where there are at least 10 vacancies.. shouldnt fight for the Four Seasons one cos it looks too attractive.. they have vacancies for Maldives, Thailand, Hong Kong, Shanghai and Langkawi.. only Hong Kong interests me but the rental for the apartment there is too expensive almost about S$400 to S$500 per month for 200 square feet.. not worth it.. i could easily stay at my relatives' house but they stay in Kowloon Island at Tseung Kwan O which is on the extreme far right of Hong Kong but Four Seasons is in Hong Kong island near Victoria Harbour which is in the middle on Hong Kong.. cannot possibly travel that far everyday.. it'll prob kill me lah.. aiya.. dunno lah.. my dad seems more excited about me going for the OSIP actually.. he evens wants to help me write my essay on China since he travels there like so often..

ok.. guess i gotta stop here.. first lesson tml at 9am- Ticketing and Reservation.. then followed by Destination Planning and Development at 1pm then followed by work from 520pm to 3am.. pls bless me that i can make it thru tml.. gosh..