mixed feelings..

i know i know.. i said in my previous blog that i decided to stay in vivo and not go back to tamp but suddenly i got all sorts of mixed feelings again.. suddenly want to go back to tamp.. felt vivo was too stressful.. but then again, my feelings are in vivo that i can be sure of.. but its just that tamp is near my house and that its not so stressful working there.. but right now i can be sure that i'm at least 51% going to stay..

haha.. well, should tok about work yesterday.. worked GC (finally!) as host.. then reached too early then went CB help out cos saw their crowd coming in.. saw Eunice working and realised she is working morn for this week.. diaoz.. pangseh me ah.. always work morn.. haha.. now nobody accompany me go toilet liaoz.. sianz.. haha.. got chased up to GC by Ann cos she say i stay here will disrupt the flow of activities????? diaoz.. what toking her sia? fine lah.. i left for GC.. 好心没好报.. hmph..

so went up to GC and saw Vinood on the way then he said "Today promoted again ah?" diaoz.. haha.. there's nothing special about GC lah.. anybody can work there k? aiyo ppl u gotta stop thinking that GC and Traditional are 2 seperate entities k? so started working as my host together at first with Siti then Geswin came in then he also said "回来了ah?" diaoz.. it has oni been 2 weeks nv work GC lah.. haha.. next week alot of days in GC liaoz.. Ms Goh also saw me then go "eh, 上来了啊? " haha.. bernice came over and the 3 of us were talking about couple couple and their world of their own.. haha.. then geswin's leg hurt so he went to do bar and then Sze Yin came to work with me as host also.. during the no session timings, we were using Bernard's and Wei Ting's name to make words in 1 min.. so fun.. haha.. then she complained got headache and craving for ice cream and chocs.. haha.. then Jay went to buy for her.. haha.. but then i heard coughing from Sze Yin then look at her and told her no chocs for her.. haha.. diaoz.. then she start to 撒娇.. diaoz.. haha.. say that she need her chocs.. haha..

then Eve wanted to go out of the door then i was there mahz then she ask me am i gonna stay here? at first i was wondering what toking her also? i thought she meant that if i was going to stay inside Gold Class for that day.. then after that i stupidly told her yeah i work as host mah.. then she "orh" then left.. then i think think think.. haha.. then i realised that she meant if i was going to stay in vivo or going back to TM.. diaoz diaoz.. i'm like having frequency breakdown with everybody lah.. haha.. lynn 师姐also asked me why i dun want to stay behind in vivo.. haha.. she say i dun like vivo mehz? haha.. i like it but just got some stuff u know? haha..

the whole night went ok.. not much crowd.. and nobody watched flags of our fathers.. haha.. dunno why they decided to even show it in GC.. dumb.. so somewhere near the last session, i went downstairs to box office to get the admission rate for 12am, 1230am and 1am session.. then on the way, Wen An walkie talkie ask me to go to office immediately say got very important and urgent thing to discuss.. i was like diaoz.. what could be so urgent that needed to be in there immediately? then cos the whole night, everybody's been pondering over whether to stay in vivo or go back to their previous locations.. so i knew it had to be about the transferring issue..

so i walkie back Wen An tell him that if it was about the transfer thing i wun go into office cos i knew inside oni got Jay and Ms Goh then they surely ask me about the transfer one and cos i'm not ready to make my decision yet.. even though i promise Jay and Jennifer to stay liaoz.. then he say no lah.. not going to talk about my transfer.. so i thought ok mayb need me to go collect some new info about what thing.. haha.. so i went in.. the moment i step into the corridor, he open the door specially wor.. i thought why so good.. then the moment i step in, he led me to one of the manager's chair to sit and ask me to be comfortable.. diaoz.. i was wondering what was happening sia.. haha.. then Ms Goh turn around and offer me some Hot and Spicy chips and ask me to be comfortable.. diaoz.. i knew it was coming and bang! it did.. haha.. "Yan Wan, 你要不要留在Vivo还是回TM?" argh! why do i have to be pressurised by this ques over and over again? haha.. diaoz.. going bonkers liaoz.. so i just reply "I seriously dunno.." then she kept asking me the reasons for leaving and the reasons for not going to back to TM? diaoz.. i reply the same thing agian.. i seriously dunno.. then told her i need more time to decide.. then she told me she'll give me until this wed to decide which is 4 days more!! haha.. then Wen An said if i go back, 朋友都没有的做了.. haha.. then the whole night he keep saying Yan Wan, still got 4 days ah.. 4 days ah.. yalah.. i know i got 4 days.. haha..

then at the last session we had this sneak preview of The Holiday at 12am.. i told rahila that i found it so nice then she also and we got crazy over it.. haha.. then we dragged Kent, Sham, Bernard and Po into GC3 then we just stood there watching.. before going in saw Jay then tap her shoulders and told her sorry for breaking my promise to stay.. then i run into GC3 with rahila they all.. then we just stood there until Yi Xia open the door then chase all of us out.. muahaha.. cos she prepared some warm water for kent to serve to customer that was becoming cold.. after that, we were outside GC2 and laughing over The Holiday trailer again.. haha.. so stupid sia.. haha..

helped abit of box closing and CB closing.. then went home with Shila and Syamir.. haha.. then on the way we stopped at the east coast park macdonalds drive thru and dapao some burgers.. and i can tell u the service of that drive thru guy realli sux.. he didnt smile and talked to us in this gruffy and grumpy voice.. went home ate my burger and crashed on bed.. woke up, check mail, study, blog and later gotta go work again at 6pm to EOS and sure kana bombarded with the same question again.. "Yan Wan, 你要不要留在Vivo还是回TM?" worse still is I kana Night in Charge.. what crap lah.. got geswin working lehz.. he more senior than me he should be the Night I/C but if complain ah i think i will sure get scolded by Fion.. haha.. she surely say "Give you chance to lead u dun want, next time got no chance dun blame me ah.." haha..

diaoz.. sze yin also so kua zhang say the whole GC will 倒 if i leave GV Vivo.. then Aunty Choo Lan also say she will die in the CB if stuck with all those new ppl.. wun die lah.. got Eunice, Sheng Long, Gracina, Yan Qi, Yiyi etc to stay and help..

haha.. anyway, now should end my day with the song and the quote.. no pics today.. no mood to take anything.. haha.. today's song is 着迷 by 潘玮柏.. i like this type of 小情人 type of song.. quite cute..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJ47SwiHa0Y

我停下脚步看着你
可爱又美丽的背影
希望好运就此降临yeah
听着我最喜欢的cd
终于我鼓起了勇气
把我的爱意向你说明yeah
你那忧郁带点神秘的大眼睛
已经攻占我的心
就让我把每一个你搂在怀里
说爱你
baby baby就是你
藏在心中的秘密
要和你在一起这是多么的甜蜜
oh you're the one for me
我早就深深着了迷就
快点给我你的心
我会永远在这里
不停不停等着你
baby快给我你的心

(When I started worrying over little details of you again, I knew that I'm still not able to give you up..) Quoted from :+: