I'm Not A Ball~!

Now I can finally confirm that I'm seriously getting old.. Easily tired and my bones are aching esp my feet.. its oni 11pm+ and I already feel like sleeping.. used to be able to stay up all night lah.. used to be able to work 7 day work week without complaining and now i work once every 2 weeks and i'm complaining.. Sigh.. so disappointed in myself.. today almost crash the car also..

Friday- Woke up for work and arrived quite early.. Host for the day but still laid the blankets for all 3 GC cinemas in the sweltering heat since the air con was not on yet.. Opening with Aisyah and Hisham.. and so envous that Aisyah went to Redang again and she rode the banana boat!! oh gosh.. i wanted so much to ride it last time when i was there but they didnt want too.. and she got the sea view room and went for 3 snorkelling trips all tgt.. haha.. so envious.. and Cinema 1 got shut down~! hooray so i went to buy breakfast and lunch since we were pretty much hungry.. went down to open CB counter cos they were quite helpless there.. and got so innocently scolded by this ang moh patron.. she complained that I didnt display the individual prices for the individual items and when i told her cos ppl normally buy combos and she replied that i was violating some consumer sale law.. then her husband came and asked her what she ordered and she said Spiderman combo.. then cos no more spiderman box liao so i give them the large popcorn box and then her husband said why didnt i give him the spiderman box and she replied, why do u need to care? its just a box of greasy popcorn.. then she turned to me and said that we were the oni cinema in Singapore that didnt display our prices and we are the most expensive then paid and left.. diaoz.. listen lady, i just work here ok? i dun have the power to decide whether the individual prices are to be displayed ok? any comments, pls call 63343766.. they respond to such Bo Liao questions ok? u want a spiderman box? wait till Spiderman 4 comes out, we may have the box then agian.. mayb next time u'll see a green and yellow spidey or something.. furthermore, if u find our popcorn greasy then dun eat lah.. stuff ur face with some salad or something.. and if u think we sell so expensive, then go Cathay or Shaw or Eng Wah lah.. they serve greasy popcorn too.. blehz.. haha.. i'm not angry or anything.. i 'm actually laughing now cos i find it so humourous sia.. haha.. normal work after that.. then went home with Eugene and saw Jeslyn on the train.. super shag and i still continued watching my TVB dramas..

Saturday- reached like super duper early again.. Bar~! Opening with Wayne, Aisyah and Sharyn.. haha.. cool.. morning already got 20+ ppl.. hiyo.. now i know how u all feel during the Spiderman just open period.. this is considered small case liaoz.. oh gosh.. haha.. then once got session break, went to buy breakfast and lunch immediately.. almost died during the 2pm+ session.. one person bar all the way then the call button ring non stop then all the customers in the lounge.. so i walkied managers for help and Jeslyn replied that her group booking going in so she also cannot do anything.. then Ms Goh replied that Candybar got war nobody can come up.. oh shucks.. haha.. bo bian.. fight on ppl~! then after group booking finish, Jeslyn came in to help and i asked her make coffee, she dun want so she chose to do cold drinks instead.. haha.. but in the end, she actually helped me wash ALL the cups and teaspoons from the previous session lah.. haha.. thanks so much sia.. if it weren't for her around, i got no teaspoons liaoz.. and Wayne kept calling me a pig brain.. haha.. cos the soft drinks that i poured always too much then always at one go settle alot of bills until no where to put.. haha.. me not pig brain.. me old machine.. haha.. Haydon came so i brought down the money to close counter and Nicholas told me to go CB help out cos they will have serious war at 5pm.. even managers also all come out fight liaoz.. see how despo they are? before that, went to make announcement at box first and everybody say i sounded like an auntie cos i expalined that Full House means no seats left.. haha.. must explain mahz cos some patrons very deaf one and like to anyhow misinterpret Full House.. haha.. then make cheese cook hotdogs and the war began!! haha.. everywhere so dirty lah.. gosh.. then after that, helped auntie choo lan pack nachos but got called up to GC, they also had war.. was so lost so i just helped wash cups.. haha.. then time to leave..

Sunday- woke up feeling real sleepy and i had driving lessons today.. oh no.. 2 sessions straight also.. slept on the bus all the way there.. and i got back the same car no. 70 and instructor again.. of all my instructors, i like this instructor the most cos he's teaches things in order and very frenly.. 2nd lesson of the day also same car again and same instructor.. went on the road again and learn overtaking and turning at 90 degrees.. managed to cover 3 lessons altogether.. went to AMK Hub for lunch.. haha.. i've been going there every week lah cos its the nearest place to eat and shop to the driving sch.. haha.. and i always eat at the same noodle house after every lesson.. wanted to make reservations for dinner at New York New York but they didnt accept any.. shucks.. so went home.. on the way, went to CS to collect my mag.. Poh Kim having 50% and i just stood there dunno what show to buy.. haiz.. Giordano also having discount so bought a shirt and went home.. showered and my dad say time to pick my mum up and go for dinner and we went to AMK hub again.. diaoz.. my whole day is spent at AMK lah.. he wanted to eat New York New York so he queued for 30 mins while the rest of us went shopping.. haha.. and the portions are like huge but super nice.. remind me of Cafe Cartel.. my Grandma called from Japan to talk to us~! haha.. and she's coming back soon.. haha.. total bill $191.04.. went NTUC after that, then while my parents went to buy their stuff, me and my siblings grabbed a trolley and went grocery shopping ourselves.. went to every aisle and started to grab like all sorts of snacks and drinks.. then when my parents came back, they just stared at our trolley and at first we thot they were going to stop us, but in the end, my mum just asked whether we needed anything else.. haha.. yippee.. so thats how i spent my mother's day!

New Blog Song or izzit old? haha.. a 1999 song lah but it was this song that actually got me crazy over the guitar.. haha.. and i'm going to be super busy this week.. gosh.. lucky i requested off for the whole week.. Monday- Must do BusEnt Reflections.. Tues- Destination Stuff.. Wed- Driving in the morning, Guitar Lessons at night, Colour& Composition.. got 2 assignments.. Thur- If possible, out with Juliana they all.. Fri- Hopefully no sch, got OSIP interview then Failure 5 outing.. gosh.. and i'm going back down to traditional "Permanently" until this whole blockbuster season is over to help down below.. but very messy mehz? i think still ok lehz.. haha.. poor Wayne and Weiting.. anyway, aren't they hot? haha..

Mushroom Steak at NYNY.. doesn't the wedges and salad remind u all of a particular GC dish?

Settling In~!

ooh.. back at last with another grandma story to tell.. haha.. guess i gotta shorten my blog entries liaoz.. hoo hoo.. but that will be in the future then.. haha.. let's see.. there's tues and wed and today to update.. brilliant~! hehe..

Tues- Had DestP&D consultation at 12pm.. my timetable had the wrong classroom number so faster went to the lab to find out.. so glad to see Lisi using one of the computers so faster used hers and check.. on the way, met Qiu Tin and Sarah by chance so we went up to find the classroom hidden in one corner.. none of us were late.. haha.. that's like a brilliant feat for a first consultation lah.. can i say that the consultation was of no use? haha.. when we asked questions, Ms LC would just reply, "Which do you prefer?" gosh.. i rmb asking her whether we should build a hotel or a resort on the island and she replied me that both are accomodations so we are supposed to build accomodations.. diaoz.. thanks ah.. haha.. nvm forget it.. we'll just count on ourselves.. went for lunch with the group after that and discussed project while eating.. and i was frantically trying to go thru my BusEnt issues presentation.. last chiong for it liaoz.. haha.. told the group to ask me some questions but they said they catch no ball.. haha.. went up to class after that for the presentation.. 2nd one to present and i think me and TanTm spoilt the screen for the OHP cos cannot roll back anymore.. oops.. thot it went quite well and TanTm was quite encouraging.. haha.. the rest presented and got comments from the 3 student markers.. good comments~! yay! but they said i spoke too fast.. haha.. as always.. went to Cheers with Sarah and Ayuni to buy some snacks first cos we wanted to go lab to use the com.. then sat at the benches chatting and snacking before heading to the lab.. practically just wanted to slack and such.. Ayuni printed her stuff and left first and then Sarah went to meet her luge friends.. recognise one of them.. Raynor izzit his name? haha.. dunno..

left shortly after to meet Wei Ting they all for Steamboat.. Bernice and I reached too early so we went Diva to shop first.. bought a guitar necklace.. hehe.. Weiting and Fion came first an Fion's hand is still in a cast and she's rotting at home now cos she's on MC until Wed.. *envy* haha.. went to the Chong Qin first cos i had booked a table already.. gosh.. i'm like going to Chong Qin every single week lah.. different party everytime.. and everytime's its the same staff working.. haha.. gotta appy for a member card or something.. haha.. slightly full cos of the snacks but Fion and WT were so hungry that they started grabbing the food before the soup even came and when it did, we threw everything in.. haha.. Geswin, Amber and Yiyi came together but they had to open another table cos the space not big enuff and they ordered Pork and Ma La soup.. Junwei, Wayne and Yixia came soon after and in the end Wayne bit into a dried red pepper and his whole mouth went numb until he told the lady to change the soup for him even though he had to pay extra.. haha.. then everybody left space in the stomache so that we could have dessert at Ji De Chi.. sat in a hidden corner of the shop and ordered.. Fion blangah.. muahaha.. but they got so many items dun have.. then walked back to Bugis.. some of them went to Orchard for KBox while the rest of us went home cos of sch/ work and curfew.. GV like got a lot of new stories lehz.. haha.. must faster go back see..

Wednesday- crashed OB lec.. didnt regret going.. the lecture was damn funny lah.. with so many IQ questions and personality tests.. and everybody sure had a good laugh during the old man picture.. i managed to spot the 2 ppl in the old man~! haha.. yup yup.. sat outside the lab with them for a while cos we still had 1 hr before 3pm class.. did my OB tutorial along with next week's.. haha.. so glad my BusEnt issues presentation is over.. but still left Destn.. gosh.. but dunno why even though there's a super heavy workload to be rushed, i still feel quite relaxed though.. hmm.. the environment? went to class with Pamela, Chaplin and Joel after that.. Joel had to shave his head again for a new drama series.. muahaha.. he didnt come to sch for his issues presentation ytd cos he was filming the last episode of his other series.. and since we came from the same Sec Sch, he was asking whether i rmb that last time, he would nv keep such short hair.. haha.. late for about 3 mins.. and the tutor was asking us to split into groups.. so we told her we already had groups of 7s and 6s but she said cannot cos 7 would be too big a group so she insisted that we had to split into 6s and 5s.. of cos we disagreed and told her we started discussion liaoz on OB so if she were to split us up agian, everything would go haywire.. but guess what? she argued back that she's the subject head and therefore, if she allowed us to be in 7s and 6s, it would be unfair to other classes.. and that her other tutors would also start allowing causing alot of "messyness".. wah.. u should have seen the look on Swee Kee's group and Pamela.. they looked like they were ever ready to go into a war with her lah.. oh, FYI, Ms Subject Head, if you were so impartial and talking about fairness across all your 36 OB classes, you would have noticed that some of your tutors had actually let their classes form into groups of 7s and 6s ok? and the reason is the same as us, cos they had also started discussing the project.. so pls, dun give me that talk on impartiality.. it wun work.. so much for fairness.. blehz.. if you wanted this rule that oni groups of 6s and 5s can be formed, you would have looked thru all ur 36 classes groups and see whether anything is wrong ok? blehz.. so sadly, Ayuni and Cherie had to leave our group to join Crystal, Ming Xian and Jamie to form a new group..

first guitar lesson after that~! went home first cos it was too early.. have to presume that next time when the projects start to get too much, i see myself having to bring my guitar to sch so that just enuff time to go for lesson.. haha.. wanted to buy a laptop bag first but quite expensive so in the end just went straight to Yamaha.. quite a small class.. oni about 10 ppl oni.. better also.. the whole room had guitars all over and we were told to just pick one and use it.. haha.. the lesson was so fun~! and we learnt to play a song too.. the teacher just played the guitar so well.. esp when he started strumming.. oh gosh! i love the sound of a strumming guitar and his guitar costs thousands of dollars lah.. wow! haha.. pity it was oni 1 hr.. went to the guitar section to explore the instruments first.. so many types.. wow.. gonna aim to buy one of the guitars as soon as i'm more familiar with it..

hmm.. went for BusEnt this morning and watched another video again.. diaoz.. and we're supposed to submit a reflection by next tutorial.. gosh.. proj group meeting after that.. haha.. the whole group was crazy over sandwiches and hotdogs so we grabbed a few and headed to the benches to discuss the proj.. some of them went to print and Wei Lun went to buy some food and drinks and i commented he looked like an uncle from far carrying Sarah's tea.. like those going to play chess those type and he told us that last time in IMF, ppl really thot he older lor and even asked him how old his children were.. muahaha.. and those who are applying to Gallery Hotel for your SIP, pls read this.. Wei Lun went to apply before to be waiter and the ppl dun want to hire him cos they oni accept funky ppl and he was sporting a crew cut at that moment.. oh gosh.. so u gotta be funky to work in a hotel? haha.. weird.. quite fruitful cos we managed to decide on our theme for the Destn proj.. its gonna be a crazily super idea.. and lucky Sarah spotted the twist in Part 2 if not we'll be answering it blindly.. haha.. spiltted up the work and i'm doing SWOT again.. haha.. yay! then Ayuni and Cherie went to print something while the rest of us discussed OB.. and again we managed to understand the proj and split up the work again.. haha.. wow.. quite fruitful for a short 2 hrs meeting and discussion.. doing Motivation for OB.. cool.. went to lab to join Ayuni and Cherie and guess who i saw?? SIN HWEE! haha.. yeah i actually saw her in TP after like 2 years in the same course.. so qiao lah she was in the lab where Ayuni and Cherie were.. and helped her with her travel geog online quiz and in the end only got 1 wrong.. haha.. see? better thank me you captain! haha.. i'm going to haunt you in the Temasek Restaurant one day k? so u better serve me well.. haha..

then went to eat something in the canteen first with Aisyah, Lea and Ayuni cos we all had lessons at 3pm and Lea was so pissed to hear that my Co&Co teacher let us off way before than the stipulated 6pm.. cos their teacher always drag until then.. Sandy came to join us after that.. hehe.. then we all went for class.. my Co&Co teacher finally came back and guess what? we had nothing to do during the lesson cos he was on MC and didnt tell us what to bring for the lesson.. gosh.. so he talked to us about our assignment as told us to go home and do.. and we got dismissed at 4pm!! haha.. really! normally would have ended at 6pm one.. haha.. but that means we have homework.. diaoz..

currently enjoying my present sch life.. if every week was like this week where i can schedule everything properly, i'll look forward to sch everyday.. haha.. like Monday- Normal Lesson.. Tuesday- Consultation and Issues Presentation.. Wednesday- Morning go Driving lesson, afternoon crash OB lec, then OB Tut, then Guitar Lesson, Thur- Project Day to fill up the 3 hours long break.. and Friday- no sch!! can go work.. haha.. ok should stop here.. long enuff liaoz.. tml no sch cos crash finish the lecture liaoz! haha.. but working.. Host 930am to 630pm.. finally back to work to earn some moolah! haha..

3:07

okie.. i'm getting super nervous right now.. i just got an email from Aloysius Lee asking me to go for the OSIP interview on 18/5, Fri from 4pm to 6pm.. oh gosh~! my stress level has reached the maximum and is about to explode.. and the teachers interviewing me are not giving me any encouragement at all.. i got Aloysius Lee and Mariah.. yeah Mariah that short stubby little woman who taught us FM in TAS.. yup thats her.. and it isnt in my favour that i completely screwed up my FM individual proj if u all can recall a blog entry a few months back.. if she remembers me as the girl who talked about carparks and service levels at Changi Aiport, i'm dead duck.. gosh.. took out the mon- thur one and emphasized on something.. haha..

Dear Students,

You are invited for an OSIP interview next week starting from 14 – 18 May 2007. All interviews will be conducted from 4.00 – 6.00pm. Failure to turn up for your interview during the allocated slot will disqualify you from OSIP immediately. Thank you.

FRIDAY, 18 May 2007, Venue: BS 26-5-27 -
Phang Yan Wan

Your Interviewers for the day are:

Friday-
Dr Aloysius Lee & Ms Mariah Binte Rahim

Good luck and please have with you your most charming smile on the day of your interview.

Ticketing lesson today again.. used the computer to download some videos cos the internet speed in school is super power.. shh.. haha.. and today was so super stressfull.. we leart how to search for the different airline schedules and know when can leave on what class and when can come back etc.. plus plus, we had to learn how to sell seats too and it doesn't really help that the tutor when ultra fast speed today cos Ms ZW had planned such a tedious regime for us to go thru.. and the tutor was also talking to us in her travel agent tone and when we had to create an E-ticket, she was typing the codes and telling us to follow her but by the time we got the first letter of the code, her ticket was halfway thru.. diaoz.. u could practically see everybody just placing their hands on the keyboard and staring at her.. gosh.. ooh and my luck doesnt seem to get any better isn't it? there's a test for this subject on 21 May and the percentage is 30%.. congrats i've won the jackpot.. sheesh.. haha..

went to lunch at Biz Park with Ayuni, Sally and Jamie.. quite a wonder that we could click quite well and quite fast.. haha.. passed Shaun his Lady Iron Chef vcd and i forgot how much the CD-R cost so yeah.. haha.. went for Destn lecture after that.. sat in the middle of the hall today and the teacher went at ultra speed also.. wth.. and the lecture was done in 50mins.. gosh.. whats with them man? met my proj group after that and we headed to the library.. since Lec ended earlier and Cherie oni booked the room at 3pm, we went up to level 6 to sit at the huge huge tables and discuess Destn since we have a consultation tml.. did FILA and went crazy over some ideas that we had.. haha.. glass- floor villas built on sea to see the fishes below, bungee jumping, old folks home etc.. haha.. i guess the funniest was when Qiutin was talking about some type of fish therapy where they eat the dead skin of ur feet and i stupidly went to say orh the dead fish therapy, i know what izzit.. haha.. and the whole table bursted out laughing esp Wei Lun and Sarah.. haha.. i thot for a while before i realised i just muttered out something stupid.. haha.. omg.. all of us couldn't stop laughing.. and then we saw a security guard staring at us and then Qiu Tin blurted out that the security guard told her that their duties were to stand at the EXIT door to count the number of ppl visiting the library.. then we all said she and the guard got some Ai Mei relationship.. muahaha.. then finished FILA and we had to come up with a group name and group cheer.. actually we wanted Bu 3 Bu 4 (Not 3 Not 4) cos we are group 3 and cos we have 7 ppl.. then S Club7 sounded like a teeny booper.. then Triple E didnt work out either.. Triple E came from out Destn Theme.. haha.. so we were slacking at the table until suddenly Cherie said, "Oh! 3:07 (Three Zero Seven)!" haha.. we all stared at her thinking was it a group name that she just blurted out but in the end it was just becos she was reminding us that it was time to go into the Project Room.. muahaha.. the moment we're inside, everybody agreed that we should call ourselves 3:07.. haha.. cos it sounded nice~! haha.. and just in time too.. then Qiu Tin, Wei Lun and I just got so high that we started coming out with weird cheers.. then we were saying that Qiu Tin thinking of the security guard downstairs.. haha.. she and Sarah were saying some cheers they called the Combo from some SL camp.. then Cherie said "LJS Combo!" and Wei Lun actually followed and he went, "Combo 1- Chicken and Fries~! Combo 2-" haha.. he cannot continue liao cos the whole room started laughing like mad.. so there u have it guys and girls~! my new project group- 3:07~! haha..

left after that cos Beilin had classes.. cycled home and on the way home, i actually summoned my courage to head towards the TVB vcd rental shop that i have isolated for almost 2 months now? haha.. didnt dare to go cos very paiseh to face the lady.. i was late in returning 2 series that i promised i will not return late.. so paiseh to face her lah.. but i wanted to watch A Change in Destiny and its not helping that my father has unsubbscribed to his other internet- Maxonline and now my speed is slow again so i cant download it.. haha.. too my surprise, she still welcome me joyfully then ask me about my studies and work.. so nice.. haha.. and at one go i rented 12 episodes of A Change of Destiny again.. haha.. so proud of myself.. went home after that and started watching.. definitely not a waste of my $$.. brilliant show and great chemistry.. haha.. but had to continue with my Business Enterprise so had to stop at episode 3.. shucks..

talked to Chaplin and he also told me he anyhow do the presentation so i thot it would be quite slack until talked to Sandy and she told me that TanTM wanted creativity.. lots of it.. and i'm like bad at it.. shucks! so started thinking of weird ideas.. and something from Spideman 3 popped up in my mind.. the daily bugle scene, "Its hip, Its now and wow!" something like that.. haha.. and many thanks to Corinne too who told me what to prepare for the OSIP interview.. and Gwen too for sharing my stress also since she's also in OSIP.. haha.. and its like 241am and me and Sandy are still awake and online and talking on MSN and we both havent been drinking coffee or tea but we're still hyperactive.. she's written 3 Cover Letters liaoz and i've finished my research for Destn and finished on my BusEnt.. haha.. oh gosh..

100th post~!

ooh.. my 100th post~! haha.. can't believe my blog survived till now.. haha.. anyway, more to come.. hehe.. congrats to myself then.. ok i'm being lame and cos i'm quite sleepy too.. going to sleep soon.. hmm.. maybe.. haha..

Saturday- spent the whole day at home doing that Business Enterprise issues presentation.. something must be wrong with me.. of all things, when Mr. Tan asked who wanted to be the first 6 to present next week, i actually raised my hand.. gosh.. i should have waited for the second week.. at least could have seen how the previous group presented first.. anyway, faster present also good lah, get it over and done with before all the other projects start pouring in like tsunami.. haha.. but Mr. Tan has not reply my questions yet.. therefore, i can conclude, lecturers also dun work on weekends.. haha.. just like Aloy Lee who also didnt reply my email during Labour Day.. anyway, my topic was "How important are entrepreneurs to Singapore?" then i'm supposed to compare with other countries as well and at the same time cite 5 references plus state some learning points for my classmates.. blehz.. hate this type of open- ended topics but luckily entrepreneurs are supposed to be considered a big thing right now so there was plenty of info on the net.. my oni prob is finding learning points for the class.. gosh..

haha.. then when on crunchyroll to watch my Love Story at Harvard.. managed to chiong 4 episodes yesterday.. haha.. and i swear i'm never ever going to enter Harvard.. as if i can go in like that.. haha.. but seriously, all people do there is study study study, go library, do research and the list goes on.. they have no life and i hear there are suicide cases as well.. but hey, thats what u gotta do to graduate from the top university in the world.. haha.. Yale comes in next followed by dunno what.. haha.. but the show is darn good.. there are many sweet moments in the show and the storyline is good except for the cliche thing of the female lead getting cancer in the end.. so Korean drama.. as expected.. haha..

slept oni around 1am and woke up at 630am for my driving lessons.. signed up for 2 lessons today.. haha.. and boy i was so sleepy that the moment i boarded the bus to YCK, i laid my head onto the window and it was off to lala land for me.. haha.. lucky i didnt miss the stop.. reached just in time and headed to my car 52.. different instructor today.. but a rather nice one in fact.. and a different driving experience today.. i went out onto the road!! yay! at first i panicked cos the lesson required me to shift up to Gear 3 and switch lanes.. at first we went around the road around the driving sch until my instructor told me that i could now go out onto the open road where there are real traffic lights and real cars and slopes and filter roads.. gosh.. scary.. and he didnt even demostrate the route to me.. just tell me drive.. haha.. panic panic.. and so many pro drivers around me.. haha.. at the end of the lesson, he told me that my driving has always been going good until i see a car around me then i start panicking and forget to change gears and signal etc.. haha.. cannot help it lehz.. then he said the test instructor will look out for my confidence so i have to stop worrying about other cars and just drive my car.. have to keep that in mind.. haha.. went for another lesson straight after.. different instructor again.. Car 60.. and he was rather nice too.. back out to the road again where i was now learning blindspot, mirrors and stopping at kerbs.. keep forgetting to check and signal.. haha.. gosh.. at the end of the lesson, he said the exact same thing as my previous instrutor.. i panic too much when there are cars and i lose confidence easily.. haha.. okie dokie..

went to AMK Hub for lunch after that and shopped.. bought 4 new shirts from I.P Zone and got a free flip flops which i think i'm never ever going to wear out.. haha.. slept back on the bus back to Tampines then went to Century Square to pick up my magazine.. TS Laser was having a mega sale and just trying my luck to see whether they had Love Story at Harvard and they did! what a steal.. bought it at $19.. original price was $39.90.. lucky me.. haha.. and when i came home, i shelved it in my VCD collection and realised that my 100% Seniorita VCD is gone! it couldnt have been my siblings cos they dun watch this type of show.. and i can't rmb the last person i lent it too.. haiz.. anyone out there rmb? its the first VCD set i bought in Sec Sch using my own $$ so it means alot to me..

went to Vivo after that for Spidey again.. abit too early for the movie so brought my family to Kim Gary for dinner first.. a very early one.. around 430pm.. haha.. and the manager sit us seperately lah.. in the end got one senior staff saw us running too and fro then she joined the tables for us then ask us who was the one who made us sit seperately.. then we paiseh dun dare tell her its her mgr.. cos i think she thot it was a junior staff bahz.. haha.. movie at 5pm so we chiong to eat then rush back to GV.. went to CB to buy stuff first.. went straight to Yanqi's counter where she was talking to Ms Goh and the moment i arrived they both turn around and admire the popper.. diaoz.. haha.. until i have to call them Hotdog Sao and Hotdog Ah Ma.. bought like 4 cheesy and 1 large ILT.. my father pay.. haha.. then went up to GVMAX.. and i didnt look at the seating plan properly and went to the left side of the cinema oni to realised that our seats were on the right side instead.. haha.. so paiseh walk down then walk back up then walk down again.. my mum was asking whether i really worked here.. haha.. just in time for the Pirates trailer.. so excited to watch it once again.. ok i'm siao ok? my dad like Pirates too..

quite glad that i caught it again cos i could understand the story better.. haha.. look at it from a clearer point of view.. and i still laugh at the stupid high blood pressure joke at the daily bugle.. and i realised that James Franco the guy who plays Harry Osborn aka The New Goblin is so charming.. as long as he stops smoking and has whiter teeth, he'll get lots of roles and mayb even ads.. since he prob cant continue with Spiderman 4 if there is any.. ooops..

when the show ended, James spotted me from behind and let me and my family exit from behind.. haha.. but me and my sisters walked out too fast and left my parents behind until they were told to exit from the front.. lucky i went back to get them but Khalis and Esther stopped us and told us to go back down but luckily Esther recognised me and let us thru.. haha.. went to GC to pass Sharon the Shen Diao Xia Lu vcd and her cable.. then went back out and saw Ah Ma.. went into office with her and she gave me a Ben & Jerry's shirt that she bought from Bangkok.. unfortunately, it was too small for me.. haha.. keep as souvenir bahz.. went up to Food Republic to buy some food for my brother and admired the scenery with my family.. if it weren't for school tml, we could have gone for a cable car ride.. shucks..

Cousin called me while I was walking to the carpark.. he was with Yanqi but couldnt join them cos my mum didnt allow me too.. too late liaoz tml got sch wor.. haha.. oh well.. next time guys.. okie guess i'll stop here.. too much talking liaoz.. gotta go burn the CD for Shaun before i forgot.. lots of stuff to do this week.. tml got proj group meeting to discuss DestP&D, Tues got the Business Enterprise presentation and DestP&D consultation followed by outing, Wed's the most eventful bahz- my first guitar lesson!! haha.. so looking forward to it.. and if all goes well, i wouldn't have to go to sch on Fri then can go earn some moolah! haha.. then Driving Lessons on Sunday again.. gosh..

Nitez~!

(And if I never held you ,I would never have a clue. How at last I'd find in you, the missing part of me..) Quoted from :+:

Rollercoaster Day~!

What an exciting rollercoaster day sia.. haha.. big thing and a bombshell dropped.. haha.. cool.. just wonderful.. and i'm not even working.. next time i work then no big thing happening liaoz.. Vivo will be peacefully quiet.. haha..

felt so lethargic this morning.. it was a cold cold morning where lying under my blanket was the best haven on earth at that point of time.. and I didn't want to get up specially for 2 hours in school lah.. but bo bian got lecture.. and i specially woke up 1 hr earlier so that i can print my OSIP stuff first.. diaoz.. squeezed on Bus 8 with all sorts of ppl.. this is the reason why i prefer to ride my bike.. haha.. went up to the staff room but Aloy Lee not in so walked around abit before heading towards the lecture hall.. the lecture was damn funny lah.. the lecturer was a part time actor actually cos he showed us a video of him acting as some crazy neighbour who keeps taking videos of Aileen Tan.. haha.. forgot the show name liaoz actually.. the lesson ended 30 mins earlier so ended up slacking outside a while with them.. Zhong from Luge called and asked me to book tickets for the Luge guys & gals for Spiderman 3.. haha.. can't believe that they actually still rmb me sia.. haha.. then while some of them headed to lecture, i went up to hand in the OSIP stuff, Jolyn and Winnie went for project meeting, Huiying and Xuemin went to get Winnie's present secretly.. waited with Regina for Jolyn and Winnie before heading to KFC for lunch.. before that went to Regina's aunt shop first.. her mum was there and then she said something so random.. her mum suddenly ask why i suddenly become so dark (??) haha.. that was the first time i've seen her mum lah.. i think she mistook me for Lisi or Xuemin or Pamela or Sandy cos we're around the same height? haha..

went to KFC after that, then Xuemin and Huiying came back with the present.. they bought a mango cake for Winnie along with a green apple scented perfume.. Xuemin thot of such a crazy idea to surprise Winnie lah.. she put a real green apple into the box then ask her open.. haha.. then she gotso shock then ask how to use.. then Regina ask her bite the apple then can spray?? haha.. then she took out the supermarket bag that was originally used to put the apple and inside was the real perfume instead.. haha.. went home after that.. took a short afternoon nap.. haha..

woke up around 4pm then went to Bugis to meet Jay, Ms Goh and Yanqi for steamboat.. managed to book a table at Chong Qin and located upstairs also.. haha.. Jay and Ms Goh reached the earliest and they went to some café to drink bubble tea first so went there to find them.. haha.. can get lost in Bugis.. I’m lousy.. haha.. then Ms Goh said that Bernard called her just now and said that Fion sprain her wrist at Candybar.. tsk tsk tsk.. aiyo.. so careless then have to rest for a while.. sitting upstairs is like so much better.. got aircon and like more hygienic also lah.. we so failure.. haha.. only eat 2 rounds of food.. haha.. then shared some lame cold jokes like the one that Nicholas told us.. haha.. Irene called and told Ms Goh that Fion's wrist was in cast.. aiyo.. haha.. after that wanted to head to Bugis Street cos Jay wanted to buy CD but we saw the huge jam so decided to leave earlier first.. they were catching Spideman 3 at 9pm.. it was like oni 8pm.. went to get Ms Goh’s car and I was so excited about her car that I kept asking her what all the buttons do.. haha.. and the jam was like so bad.. the car was like hardly moving.. so during the boring waiting moments, we were talking about Taiwan and Korean shows and got so excited talking about them lah.. girls will be girls.. and I still wanna watch Love at Harvard badly.. anybody has the vcd to lend this poor poor soul is too lazy to go crunchyroll to watch.. haha.. finally the jam cleared and boy oh boy, Ms Goh drives damn fast lah.. and I sat at the front.. Fast and Furious sia.. but with all the Tokyo Drift and Jam we took 30 mins to get to Vivo from Bugis which is like crazy? Haha.. then Bernard called Ms Goh in the car and said that Fion at NUH then her wrist is dislocated and needs operation.. omg.. like getting from bad to worse.. aiyo.. haha..

managed to find a parking space exactly at Lobby H then took lift up.. haha.. managed to be psychoed them to watch Spiderman 3 with them.. alamak.. firs thing when we entered GV was wah.. so many ppl.. haha.. and the screens with all the showtimes were all red which means selling fast.. gosh.. Junwei came down just in time to help buy my ticket.. cos none of us could go in.. and then he said Fion fracture her wrist.. er.. haha.. how come all sorts of stories de? from sprain to cast to dislocate to fracture.. hmm? haha.. dunno.. went to GC first to use toilet.. everybody looked so busy.. felt a sense of guilt suddenly cos i'm off for the whole week and its their busiest period.. i'm not even working on a weekend lah.. so so guilty.. so i promise u guys, i'll be back next week.. confirm but guarantee 100%.. hehe.. busy also will work de.. haha.. then still got time so we stood at Europa to admire the sushi that were not selling and lookedlike their only purpose for being in the fridege is like the flowers.. to beautify it.. muahaha.. went to GVMAX after that.. my cousin was tearing tix there.. Hi La Pi Xiao Xing~! took some pics before the movie started.. can i conclude that i have very bad self potrait skills? haha.. Yanqi had to take over from me to take a good pic.. haha..

movie started.. only got 4 trailers lah- Surf's up, Bridge to Terabithia Legend of the Sea and Pirates of the Carribean.. and so many new advertisements.. of cos lah.. who wouldnt want to promote their stuff during such a block buster? haha.. oh yeah.. can i mention too that i have a fetish for the Pirates trailer.. i get so excited everytime i see it lah.. even though i've seen like more than 20 times?! haha.. Spiderman 3 is super duper nice~! i seriously encourage every single one of you out there to watch it.. super exciting de.. and seriously touching also.. almost cried at the last part.. but there was one part in the show that made me go "Is he dumb?" haha.. cos its really dumb lah one part.. shall not discuss here later ppl kill me.. haha.. and Venom has too nice a voice.. i expected him to sound like some monsterous creature that sounded like he only learnt English for 1 year or something.. haha.. going to watch on Sunday again with my family.. and i'm so looking forward to it again..

chiong-ed to the GC toilet after movie.. everybody looked so busy again.. gosh.. and guess what? we saw Fion~! haha.. outside the CB door talking to Wayne.. her whole left arm was in a cast and sling and she was using her scarf to cover it.. haha.. but she looked ok lah.. still happy and laughing and hungry.. she ordered a pizza from GC.. we were like wondering how she fell lah.. well, according to her, she was alone at the back of CB making cheese when she suddenly slipped and fall thereby spraining/ fracturing/ dislocating her left wrist.. then she panicked cos nobody at the back and the hot water for the cheese was overflowing so she started shouting for help and luckily Tim was at the back also near the door doing some stuff so he went to help her.. but Fion managed to get up on her own lehz.. haha.. then sit in the office drink water before Weiting took cab with her to NUH.. then Weiting came back to work so Bernard went to fetch her.. haha.. so the question now, how to shower ah? haha.. me nv break hand break leg before dunno lehz.. haha.. and we're all gonna sign on her cast after she's changed it afer one week.. haha..

went home after that.. Ms Goh was nice enuff to send all of us home.. haha.. lucky all 4 of us stayed in the east.. Yanqi home first then me then Jay then herself.. listened to some wacky talkshow on 933.. and we were like laughing like crazy.. haha.. ok.. super tired now.. tml gonna start on my issues presentation.. Good Nitez ppl~!

(Go on and make some noise! Everyone has their choice to lead their own parade!) Quoted from :+:

Winnie's present~! Guess which apple is real?

Ms Goh, Jay, Me and Yanqi~!

If I Never Knew You~!

The second week of Year 3 is going to end tml.. My feelings about this semester? Kinda glad that i got into T04.. even though like there are super smart ppl in my class including 3 ppl from the DHL.. haha..

first tutorial of the Sem was Business Enterprise.. Tan TM was late cos he had some impt meeting to attend but at least he came down midway to open the door for us first but another lecturer beat him to it.. Corinne was saying he looks hot in pink.. haha.. er.. not really but i think he has a fetish for pink shirt cos he often comes in them.. haha.. anyway, back to school.. forming of project groups time~! damn nervous.. haha.. but i think i got a pretty good group.. and we have one of the biggest groups among all the classes.. 7 ppl altogether.. haha.. includes me, Qiu Tin, Ayuni, Sarah Lau, Wei Lun, Bei Lin and Cherie.. haha.. first task was to do a mindmap on what makes a successful group? er.. okie.. our punctuality rule is damn funny lah.. usually normal groups will do late for more than 15 mins must treat everybody eat breakfast or lunch or dinner but ours was.. the late one have to stand in front of the class and do our group cheer~! muahaha.. the paiseh-ness will definitely force you to come early sia.. haha.. i'm glad i'm not in TAS..

went to eat with Ayuni and Sally after that.. and we discussing about internship again.. haha.. the funniest thing was when we were talking about event companies.. cos usually they are small so when u go there u oni meet A, B or C.. if u dun click with A, B or C, there's no D to talk too.. haha.. so the oni way was to go over to next door and find a D willing to accompany u.. haha.. thats kinda one of my fears for going to event companies.. then went for OB Tut.. the tutor caught me sleeping.. haha.. paiseh.. but she's so funny lah.. after 1 hr into the lesson, she starts telling us that since we're now in Business Year 1 (??), we will sooner or later have to decide whether we want to branch out into Marketing or Business or whatever (forgot what izzit liaoz).. then we give her that huh and diao look immediately.. er.. hello? wrong class ah? then we exclaimed that we are in HTM and not Business.. and most importantly, we're not Year 1~! oh gosh.. we're freaking Year 3 Seniors for pete's sake.. haha.. she got the shock of her life too and faster refer to the register and laughed.. no wonder, she was going so slowly on explaining the group project and treating us like babies.. diaoz.. haha..

came home and continued with my OSIP preparations.. Gwen and I were like discussing what to add in and what not to add in.. how to write stuff etc.. haha.. so glad i got her to discuss with.. then we were complaining how Aloy Lee like to give "creative" answers to our questions.. When i asked him how to write the essay on why i should be given a chance in the organization.. my question was whether i should write on why i wanted to go or why they should accept me? he replied me that there was no right and wrong and i should decide on my focus and how well i'm able to attract the readers.. er.. is just a simple A or B answer lah.. diaoz.. give me such chim answers.. haha.. then Gwen asked him how should she hand it up to him and he replied, Up to you to decide.. diaoz.. can't he say put in a file or in an envelope all these simple english? diaoz.. haha..

no Business Enterprise lecture today but went school early to print my Ticketing and Reservation manuals.. total of 314 pages altogether.. i wonder why Zhang Wei dun want to sell it to us in a booklet instead.. diaoz.. save the school printers alot of ink u know? haha.. but unsuccessful cos the paper that i bought was too light for the printer and cannot print double side.. gave up and went for Destination tutorial.. haha.. Gwen passed Wei Lun some good quality paper to pass to me to print my OSIP stuff.. Thanks so much~! Sally and I were standing outside the classroom wondering how to get in cos the door was lock and we didnt see that the back door was open.. diaoz.. haha.. did some tutorial work and chose Hotel Chain Management for our group project and chose 12pm for our consultation slot.. cool..

Colour and Composition CDS up next so me and Swee Kee went together but when we reached the classroom, there was a note that said that the lecturer was on MC and we were required to join another class on another level.. this teacher was an old lady and she looked super fierce.. and she was extremely strict with punctuality.. Lisi was in this class also.. haha.. so we shared items to draw cos she had some items that was easier to draw and i brought more items.. haha.. at first i thot the teacher was gonna scold me for my childish drawings but she was so nice and even taught me how to draw the lines.. haha.. then her original class was to remain behind and continue with another lesson and we were allowed to go first.. haha.. went to lab and finally managed successfully to print my manuals.. and many thanks to Yvonne who taught me how to use the printer to print both sides.. haha.. if not i'll be standing there doing manual printing.. haha.. chiong to the library after that to bind.. so thick lah.. haha..

talked to Gwen online again and now we were talking about how to write the essays cos we had different formats and ideas.. haha.. and Jay helped me edit my Cover Letter~! Thanks mgr.. haha.. cos since she's a manager herself easier for her to see whether she'll hire ppl like me.. haha.. tml must hand up liaoz.. hopefully everything goes well and i can fly to China in Sept.. haha..

New blog song: If I Never Knew You.. if u had watched Disney's Pocahontas, u'll surely recognise this song.. i think the lyrics are damn meaningful and the song is super touching especially when i watch Pocahontas again.. haha.. paiseh ah.. kinda Disney madness right now..

If I Never Knew You- Shanice & Jon Secada

If I never knew you
If i never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be
And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.
In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes
And I'm so grateful to you
I'd hve lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true
I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you
I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they'd leave us were these wispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right
Oh if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...
I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love wuold be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
We were right
And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

(I'd rather die tomorrow than live a 100 years without knowing you) Quoted from Pocahontas

Keep Holding On~!

A friend of mine used to tell me, "Yan Wan is not Yan Wan if she is not smiling".. Hmm.. Is this true? Do i really dun look like myself when i'm not happy? well, guess i got kinda emo the past few days feeling upset over little issues like the church organizer.. usually i will just wack it off as the person was having a bad day.. haha.. well, i'm back to my normal happy- go lucky self again..

first lab tutorial yesterday- Ticketing and Reservation.. couldn't find the classroom and was walking around blindly looking at every lab's timetable to find it.. gosh.. before that, went to the helpdesk to retrieve my lost thumbdrive.. haha.. its been lost for like a week already.. Sandy had borrowed it to print her timetable but we had both forgotton about it and left it at the CPU but lucky some kind soul found it and returned it.. bless you, kind soul.. :) met some of my classmates for the first time.. some were familiar but some were not and not all my classmates were present yet cos my class still had some calculus ppl too.. the teacher was that funny SIP teacher, Ms Ivy Tan.. and the first thing she talked about was SIP again.. haha.. but i tell u she's really knowledgeable about airports lah.. she can tell u the most latest and updated news about all the airports around the world.. power.. and i think Chan Brothers is real popular with Singapore cos when she asked for examples of Co-orperate travel agencies in Singapore, the whole class oni knew Chan Brothers.. haha.. gosh.. failure.. i think i made the right choice of choosing Ticketing as my elective cos there are only 3 class tests for it and its an open book test too.. in Ticketing, i guess the most impt thing u need would be a good memory to rmb all the codes and fast page flipping skills in order to find a page of codes in a 300+ page manual.. haha..

went to have lunch with Qiu Tin and then went to the bookshop to get some snacks and my paintbrushes before heading to the library to slack for about 30 mins then proceeded to the lecture hall for Destination lecture.. sat at the 2nd row from the front at the left of the lecture hall and it had really bad view.. haha.. the lecture was mostly about the history of travels and the teacher showed us some overseas tourism commercials on youtube and in conclusion, the teacher dun use youtube.. haha.. she kept pressing the play button without letting it buffer first and in the end, she said that it was the internet speed that was too slow.. er.. ok.. lecture ended early and headed to work after that..

saw Ling Ling at Tampines MRT and we took the train tgt but she alighted at City Hall instead cos she was going to Marina to relief shift.. haha.. arrived like quite early so went to help some of them to buy dinner first.. Bernice was wearing trad uniform.. haha.. so surprising sia.. and they were frantically packing popcorn behind.. heard that they needed 817 popcorn and after that still had to put the popcorn into plastic bags with 817 coke bottles.. the sweet popper burnt like 3 times and nobody knew how to operate the new popper at the back and burnt again.. diaoz.. went into office after that and helped Fion to call up some people to ask them for request.. i think they despo for staff liaoz.. haha.. and sorry to Wei Ting for not being able to work next week.. promise will work more next time k? hehe.. and Colleen was complaining that her desk was super filled with stuff and that she was over worked.. haha.. Blockbusters kill people sia.. went up to work after that but forgot to take booklight so went back down to office with Fion and we were standing at Europa looking at the sushi that they were selling.. Big box $10, Small box $4.50.. if i were the patrons, i would just condemn GV for selling sushi lah.. it looked machine packed, unfresh and worse still, we dun have the proper facilities to keep sushi fresh lah.. somemore, there were raw fishes on the sushi and if we dun keep it properly, people will be visiting our toilet bowls and spending more time in there than the cinemas.. dunno what the concession department is thinking sia.. haiz..

work was pretty boring that day.. Not many kakis were working that day mayb oni for Uncle Sim and Ken.. and everybody's saying that there's this new girl that looked like me.. Esther izzit her name? haha.. i also dunno.. and the last session was pretty irritating.. we were already starting to clear up as the admission oni stated 2 ppl but then Hafidz saw that there were now 7 more people coming so we could not close up anything yet and when we waited until nobody came, we checked again and the number reverted back to 2.. huh? so we started clearing up until floor walkie-ed that we had 2 patrons waiting for us outside.. what the heck? lucky they oni ordered apple juice.. so we proceeded to clean again and suddenly got another 2 patrons walked in.. diaoz.. and they ordered English Breakfast Tea, Apple Juice and Brownie.. gosh.. finally can clear in peace and we finished pretty early.. then Bernard walkied up and asked them to pass the walkie talkie to me and then he asked me to listen while he played a song thru the walkie and asked me to guess what song was it.. it was one of the songs from 200 pounds beauty.. diaoz.. like that also fun? haha.. if it weren't for scary shows being shown in the cinemas i may even have cleared finish all the plates.. super shagged after all the clearing and was so despo to go home lah.. went down to office and realised my cab voucher was planned with James, Esther and Projectionist.. oh gosh! it was already 3am in the morning and i wanted badly to faster go home but stayed in the office cos Bernard wanted to talk to me about something.. Esther and James were there too but one was listening to MP3 while the other was sleeping so it was ok to talk.. waited for a long time but projectionist still dun want come down so Bernard sent us home first cos he could see that we were all dead.. overslept on the taxi and the uncle missed my house and had to make him U-turn.. haha.. came home and saw my mum who made me drink chicken soup before i slept..

woke up like 1130am this morning.. the battle at GV for Spiderman 3 has officially began.. haha.. and i'm slacking at home cos u know why? i was brilliant as to forget that today was labour day and the opening of Spiderman.. wonderful.. haha.. but i wonder why i dun feel as bad as i used to in the past whenver i missed something important in GV.. hmm.. started on my OSIP stuff writing oni the cover letter and resume.. let my TVB pal, Michelle and my cousin Yong Xing to see it and they both said that it was good.. haha.. if oni u guys was Aloysius Lee or that training manager from Mandarin Oriental.. my mum cooked dinner tonight.. Chilli Crab.. yummy.. haha.. ate like quite alot of fried mantou too.. continued on my essay writing.. completed the 500 words one already.. had to write why i should be chosen by that organization..and i'veoni completed half of my other 1000 words essay on China.. gave up cos it was too boring.. should continue tml after i get my reply to my question from Aloy.. haha..

talked to Jay just now online and i was so relieved to find out that she hadn't bought the tix for Spiderman 3 yet.. yesterday while on the train, she smsed and said that she wanted to go watch Spiderman 3 with me, Yanqi and Ms Goh but then i had already got tix for Sundy show already so told her that they go watch lor.. i go watch some other show or wait for them to finish.. GV so big sure can find some sort of entertainment for me de lah but then they said that they will drag me in, roll me in, push me in until i go into the cinema with them.. haha.. gonna blindfold myself and clogged my ears if i'm even going to in.. haha.. so definitely quite relieved to find out that she hadn't bought the tix yet cos i'll be so guilty that she waste one of her VIP.. could have easily given it to someone else instead.. haha..

oh yeah, i think i definitely have to say this.. was reading 8 Days just now and i feel that Jade Seah is definitely a typical beauty queen.. so what if she lost to that Ms Singapore Universe but became so popular that she could even host the Dance Floor which believe me, she absolutely sucks at..if Mediacorp was looking for someone cheap to hire and looks pretty, i rather they get a host from Ch 8 or something who at least can do a much better job.. and my dislike for her increased when she came for that Spiderman 3 Gala at Vivo.. Glenn Ong stoppped her to interview her and ask her how she felt about Spiderman and she replied that sometimes she dreamed that she was Spiderman.. typical beauty queen aiming for stardom.. blehz.. and she's got 2 endorsements under her belt.. Fisherman's friend and Nivea.. and her reasons why she think she got the deals? Cos she thinks the products find her FRIENDLY.. er.. Fisherman's friend and friendly? gosh.. so typical.. and i cant believe that she hosting another show, Sweets for My Sweet where when she was asked to comment on the food, she could oni reply this is nice that is nice.. at least her co- host Michelle Chong was much better giving the audience a clearer view of what the food tasted like.. she pointed out what was the ingredient that made the dish stand out etc.

ok.. think i should stop here.. lesson at 12pm tml.. would have started at 3pm if it weren't for that Business Enterprise makeup lesson.. project group forming tml also.. wonder who's going to be in my group.. haha.. okie.. feel like buying Avril Lavigne's new CD but i gotta control my spending.. less work= less income= tight budget.. Good Night People~!

Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be

Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Ahh, ahh Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh Keep holding on
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Failure 5 at Steamboat~!

Xiao Fu looks er.. stunned? and I was having a tummyache at that moment.. :)

Photoshop + $12 + Yan Wan= Pontianak